When I started reading materials about Osho, Reiki, and things like this, I found myself filled with feeling of unsafety. I am working as a research assistant in the department of neuroscience in a university, and I planned to recieve my PhD degree and work as an scientist in the future. Knowledge and impulse of pursuing spirituality make me feel like I am throwing my original life away. What would I be if I change? Would I find life a fertile or a barren place if I change my way now?
I got quite confused. However, there is one thing I know. I love my work of scientific research just like I love a life nourished by spirituality. From some aspect I know that they do not actually conflict with each other. It's just that the world prefer to work in the scientific way rather than the spritual one. And I haven't learned how to get rid of this preference and live in my own way. I wish I can enjoy my scientist work, and in the mean time, live a spiritual life smoothly.
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